Yup, I've been a bad blogger. I admit it. I've started 2 different posts, but never finished either one of them. Things have been busy lately, which is good since it takes my mind off trying to get pregnant, and failed IVF cycles.

I finally had time to put up some pictures. The first one is from Ryans cousins wedding. That was a couple of weeks ago. The rest were taken at Jenness Farm last weekend. I went there on Saturday with my friend Kelly, and liked it so much that I brought Griffin back on Sunday. Griffin and I met up with my mother and she went with us. The police officer is my niece who works in that town. She happened to be on duty that day, and we got to visit with her for a couple of minutes.

Yesterday, my friend Halie put on a Halloween carnival for the kids. Griffin dressed up as a fireman, and looked so cute! I'm still trying to get all those pictures loaded and will post them at a later time. The party was a lot of fun, and the kids really had a blast! Griffin had a tantrum when it was time to leave, and when I asked him about it this morning, he said that he wanted to stay at the party! AWWWWWW :(

I'm at work today, and for some reason, it's busier than normal. So, I should get back to paying attention to my customers.....UGH!

I haven't posted since my embryo transfer. I've been trying to stay calm, relaxed and positive. So, I've done my best to not dwell on any of it. Hence, no posting or talking about any of it. However, the last two days have felt very PMSish to me. So I broke down and did a test today. Not suprisingly, it was negative. My blood test isn't until Tuesday, so it will be official then-unless of course, my period shows up before. I'm in a crappy mood over it, so that's about all I have to say about the whole thing right now.

In much more positive news, on Wed night I will be seeing a friend that I haven't seen since Jr High! Through the magic of Facebook, we have reconnected. She lives in Texas now, and will be in NH visiting this week. I'm very excited! I can't wait to dig out the old, and really horrible pictures of us. I think I'll need a few margaritas.......

Out of the 6 eggs that fertilized, only 2 embryos were good enough to use. So today we transferred just 1 high grade embryo, and froze the 2nd one. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this little embie is my next little miracle.