I hate to admit this, but I'm having major anxiety about tomorrow. It's not like I've never had an egg retrieval surgery before- this is my 3rd. I know the drill. However, today my stomach is in knots. I really think that it's not so much the procedure itself that has me nervous, but more of how many eggs will they get? will any of them be good? how many will fertilize? will we have any to freeze? I had a hard time getting pregnant when I was 28, how hard is this going to be at 34? I'm really not trying to sound negative, but honestly I'm scared.

I think I need the anesthesia right now!!