I'm waiting for the call from my RE's office to confirm the time for my transfer on Monday. My mother called this morning and will now be able to watch Griffin for us. So no worries about having to bring him with us, and Ryan not being able to go in the room with me. I'm so relieved.

Tonight we have to go to a surprise 40th birthday party for one of my friends. There will be a band, karaoke, food and tons of people. It should be a good time. Too bad my heart isn't into it. I'll go because it's the right thing to do, but if I had a choice, I'd stay home. I'm sure that once we get there, I'll have a great time. It's just the getting there part that I need to get over.